Well Considering people have taken the time to write a large sum of words to reflect on past years and such, I suppose it is my turn to provide maybe a little bit of entertainment for you readers out there.

Alright lets see, So let me start off how they usually go. Well things have been shaping up damn good lately, but there is always that looming cloud of darkness not too far off in the distance. More accuratly though, I would love for someone to take my situation and make it any better, it is near impossible. The Starting combo of having Csilla there with me, and the closeness of Amy again just beats my ass with happiness. all of my other friends are just too good to be true, it is a good christmas. As far as the amy thing though, I am probably happier for Amy than she is herself (albiet however impossible that is). I have wanted so much for her to be genuinely happy for such a long time, and now it is up to David Forni to keep that dream alive. A couple people I wish I were closer to again, but, you can't get everything in life. I suppose that would be partially up to me to make that happen, if only I had more time in the day to do that. At this point I would like to break and just quickly say KARRIED! ahem, thank you. So anyways, this is the first christmas I have had with a cat in a long time, and I have to say that I am overjoyed. At this point I am still trying to figure out how I am going to manage money wise for my trip to florida for spring break, but I gotta, because I would get to stay with Mary! (and maybe Beth, I don't know how that is working out yet). Well really there isn't much to say now, except the stress from my computers is getting to me, I am conquering them slowly, but it is slow, so it is annoying. Well this was a big chunk of fun.

Anyway, I just have to say I bought some new fun computer games that I have been goofing around with, so don't worry about me, my sanity has been kept by being busy. which is good.

Gosh it is freezing, time to get a blanket...later