Well today was a strange kinda loopy day.

it started pretty good a little late for chamber choir, but that isn't too unusual.

as the day went by I just kept getting lower in spirits. for no real reason. every now and then I have feelings of being an outsider when in groups. Especially the AP group, because these kids are supposed to be the bright ones of the class and I just feel as if I don't fit in.

But today when I was by myself in the L-room, I really was trying to learn my lines. and it was a good thing I did, because I didn't get evil looks or anything when I could recite them correctly...*sometimes*...

well anyway. I am doing what sets me apart from the AP kids slacking off on doing work...without the possiblity to pull a good grade out of my ass.