So right now I am just sitting in the place that I usually do. just downloading and listening to music, right now I am downloading some Jimmy Eat World, and other random bands. just to listen to thier other tracks, and acoustic versions to other ones

it isn't so bad sitting in your room. all of you constantly knock me for it. but I always have the time to gather my thoughts, and analize things. I get to look at the different sides of thoughts, and figure things out.

Not that anything is going awry that I need to do "figuring out" but it is just nice. and peaceful.

Today I just feel like lounging in nature. I dunno it is very serene right now. like an angel is in the room watching me. I just looked at my computer and just didn't want to do anything with it. (the one that actually plays games) so I switched computers and am listening to music and typing on this blog here. and it is funny because Karrie just pointed out that when I said I would post more, the next entry was five days later. whoops

I suck

thats ok though, because no one is perfect and all that jazz. and not to mention I don't really have all that negative self-esteem. I just figure I am me, and I shouldn't get pissed about it, but just try to make people feel alright, and not to piss off the ones who don't like me, because that just makes things a lot harder.

so then

I have basically been playing some video games and such, and lounging around, I think today I might do some more jogging, I haven't done that in awhile..but then again I might not get to that until five days from now =)

so what am I thinking about right now? I dunno I am just typing and listening to music. the music is making the mood for me, whatever song comes on next is how I Feel in the next two or so minutes. I like that feeling though.

another feeling I like is when you think of random people and smile. I do that a lot, whether they know it or not. So chances are, if you think you are not one of them..you are. Not Probably are..but you are

I just like people in general. take someone, and look at thier personality. as I am talking to Karrie I am just thinking of the good stuff, and the great times we have had. and just how great it has been to know her. before anyone was online I was thinking of Jana and how great she is. how much I loved having conversations with her about random stuff

holy shit I have at least 6 IM boxes open now

...and my cat came in the room

too much pressure!

haha yeah, but anyway, it seems that when I got off my game and came online, I suddenly have stuff to do in the next couple days.

Thanks people out there, and thanks to the angel in the room watching me.

so I am gonna close this entry for a minute and do some web surfing then maybe come back and do another