I am such a wuss ass coward.

today was "back handspring day" in gymnastics, and I was the only one to not try, I wasn't recognized or anything, kinda on the DL but that just shows how many people I am comfortable with in the class.

there is the gymnist girls and the football/wrestler guys, and the squad of giggly clique girls. and me

I was so fucking pissed at myself for leaving without doing one, or even attempting to try. Fuck man, why do I even bother trying new things if I don't even put forth real effort to do it.

ruins my fuckin day, damnit.