I wish I knew where I belong. I am sure in time I will find my way, but right now this sure as hell a little tossed and turned.

Alright, facts: I want to take dance lessons this summer, I would love to give acting in movies a shot someday(from the ground up, I am no idealist), I want to see the world, because I have always wanted to and seeing what life is with like without computer games gives me hope to accomplish these goals. this goals are not to impress, they are to inspire myself to get my ass in gear and make something of my life. I am not about to be 35 years old in my parents house playing fucking Everquest.

so what else? you know what else? Music is a insane catalyst for meditation on a subject. Pick the right catalsyt, and Boom you have yourself some quality thinkin time.

this time isn't good however when you are driving a car. It gives you the autopilot feeling, but gotta pay attention to the red lights, I almost ran one today. I came to quick enough though, and no one was around..which was good for me.

I think it is about time for me to take a couple walks through the Fem Floors in this dorm, but not tonight.

ooooo, coincidence arrises...be back