There is always so many things in life to watch.

There are all sorts of people and all sorts of activities. There's always something to see, and sometimes always something to do! Now I just feel exhausted, in general really. Physically from the new sleep schedule, Emotionally from the drag of classes and fears of College and life in general.

But that feeling, that rush, of the unknown when you are ready to face it. Ready to make your stand against the tides of tomorrow. It is a good feeling isn't it? I hope you agree, because life isn't any fun when you sit around and wait for your share to come to you. Why not get up? and get out! and get the Lion's share of the bounty (and by bounty I mean anything not just the green stuff). I can honestly say I am scared about a lot of things, but like with anything in life, the best things in the world take effort, and have hardships. Hey! sure there are problems, with anything, and anyone, but there are happy times too, with smiles and laughter, regardless of if they come from AIM or meeting someone for lunch, or hanging out on a bed, coutch, or futon. There is always happiness. And you have to have some trust, and yes you even have to have some....and kev's gonna punch me for this one...a little bit of faith too. But this is the faith you can see. see in someone's eyes, feel it in their touch, and hear it in their voice.

I guess what I really want to say to get some of my feelings out is this: Do not go gentle into that good night. Fight for what you believe in, and believe in what you fight for.

I guess I am afraid of what I have to lose, but instead I think I am going to be happy for what I have to cherish.

I hope to hear from you soon, you know who you are =)