Well sometimes, little things come back, I thought I was gonna end up having a shitty dream, and lo and behold! A great one:

Tonight's leading roles are played by: Josh, and his brothers, Juston, Jordan, and Myself. We were playing this card game we used to play back in the day. It began with us just making jokes for about an hour, but random and completely arbitrary topics. So, we got to playing this game, and we were having fun...but then! We kinda teleported somehow INTO the concept of the game. After a few rounds of this crazy magical summoning of different odd creatures and such, it turns out that each of us was in some odd tournament, that if you've ever played Soul Calibur 2 it reminded me greatly of that. The rest of my dream was just crazy martial arts kind of things, and it brought characters in from books that I've read and games that I've played, it was a pleasure to dream that dream.

Also I did go see Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless mind. Now that movie, is a great movie. Fantastic even. It makes me realize things that I kinda didn't want to realize, but nonetheless I can't be a child of Ignorance. Accept things as they come. But I really recommend it to a few of you, which I'll probably tell you "Dude (or Dudette) you have to go see it!".

There is one line in the movie that just shocked me...I just couldn't believe I didn't see that side before. If you haven't seen it and you don't want to hear anything from the movie (that you didn't see in the previews) I'd suggest skipping down this entry a tad, I'll give you a place to divert your eyes to............Warning.........Getting closer to the spoiler........Still here? Good. The line basically sounds like this "But you'll find things you don't like, and I'll get bored, because that's what I do", the responce to that...."Ok". I had to blink a few times to let that set in. That's a big part of relationships, that idea that you should enjoy the time you have, even if it will get sour later. I want to try so hard to get that idea to stay with me, as a part of me, because that (in my opinion) is a wonderful idea. To enjoy someone while you can...even if it will go bad, or even end....hmmmm.

the Brain is hard at work on that idea

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You know...I really, kind of exhausted things to say, I've almost emptied my brain on the blog today..and that's not saying much but hey, I haven't been up to TOO long so I haven't accumulated anything else to think about.

Cheers!