Phew. Work is like...the cross between getting beaten up by a posse of angry club weilders and getting rubbed up on by Pigpen from Charlie Brown.
 
Where did that reference come from? Idunnowhere
 
So I must say that I appreciate all the happy birthdays and whatnot from you all, seriously thank you. It's tough to be out here in berea sometimes away from you guys in lakewood. I miss you, 4 Reel
 
so I was at work today, and all day in my head, I had the song "She will be loved" from Maroon 5 in my head. and it was soooooo good. I love that song, really it just sounds good to my inner self. It's part of how I see the concept of love. I wanna make you feel beautiful.
 
but the difference is, I genuinely want you to know your beautiful. and not my love interesting or anything like that, you as a friend, you as a person. I know, this kinda stuff is so cliché, but so is everything else in the world. So let me have my concept of "love".
 
My dreams have been getting a bit intense again, I'm not sure what it means, but sometimes what you need in life is a good storm to shake things up to make the good times that much more....what's the word I'm looking for here....Delishious.
 
I just had Deja Vous. in an IM conversation, and I remember recalling this conversation over a couple years ago...the world is so mysterious sometimes
 
this may sound sooooo silly or stupid...but sometimes I think that part of my specific purpose in life, is to help people repair their idea of love. I remember talking to my friend Mallory about that once. I just feel so good when I get to help someone grab that smile and put it back on their face.
 
what came first? a sunny day? or a stormy day?
 
I have a special picture in my room that I consider the most tranquil picture I own. It's a picture of the beach in florida, with a dark overcast sky, with rays of sunlight peaking through and sparkling on the waves and ocean, which continue to crash on the sand.  Think about it this way...we have all been like that picture. Even if all our bad feelings cloud our sky, there is still the sun shining behind them all.  Never succumb to sadness, instead, find that friend you know will keep you afloat.
 
If you need me, I will be there for you, regardless of how much I suck as a friend.