man oh man..people leaving, that is too much to handle. I don't care about being macho or guying, I am going to miss you guys terribly. Something I have always wanted to do, was take everyone of my friends out somewhere, and just be with them and tell them how much they mean to me. What every joke and smile creates in me. Except I didn't do that, and now one by one, they will all be going off. I know that December comes sooner that we think, and I am looking forward to it.

but I just sit here and think of all the great times I have been a part of over the years. all of the friendly faces and good feelings.

I wish right now I could have just a couple more weeks to bask in all of thier wonderful glows. Every single person has something inside of them that makes them special. why must things like this go?

I don't know. I just wish I wasn't such an emotional coward.

Friendship is the greatest gift you can give. and I feel like a spoiled kid on his birthday all year round.

I love you all, you can quote me on that. I hope that you love me too.

Best of luck in college.