You know sometimes things just pile up and pile up and eventually...you get spilled chinese food on the dresser.

I often feel as if I put off problems too long before they are confronted, becuase I am afraid to face the consequences. I often feel there is no reason for problems to occur as long as you are in the right mindset, but eventually needs come out and send that idea into the shredder.

I usually can sympathize with people about their problems and I do try my hardest to be consoling, but how do you console, and express at the same time? I will tell you how, very carefully.

I am sorry for having to suspend some "happinesses" of mine for others, but it has to be done or else I feel that I am unbalanced. and no one wants to walk around with a weight in their pocket. Being sorry only goes so far, I need this.

but enough of my encryption of this blog how about we talk openly, shall we?

Basically my day has been really long. the 8am class is tedious and seems to create a different world for me. I have the 8-8:50 world and the rest of the day. The rest of the day begins with me answering the phone with the summons to EverQuest. I play for a little then it is lunch time. As much as you two (heather and amy) probably believe that I do not enjoy lunch times...I usually (way more often than not) do. Today it just so happened I had a sharp headache pain return over and over during lunch as it has all day. this is no good, no one likes headaches, and if you do...you deserve to be smashed in the face with a feather duster...just for some class.

other than this the rest of the day has been doing homework in preperation for my dreaded night classes. 3 hours and 15 minutes of pure un-adulterated IMing time/ me not paying attention.

however, all bragging aside, I am a quick learner when it comes to computers, if you wish to contest this, send me an e-mail at: I_really_don't_care@whatyouthinkaboutme.com send what you like.

anyway I am finding it is easier to blog and learn because I can "pause" my "blogging experience"

alright back to class and soon back to the dorm and perhaps Giant Eagle tonight...but probably not

later