well it seems that in light of some misunderstanding, that I have become a "heart shatterer".

sometimes hearing what you want to hear is no way to get things fixed.

but that is fine, sometimes it doesn't matter what either person has to say, you can fill the memory of me with hatred and disgust, not a thing I can do about it. except say kind things about you csilla.

you can't shoot someone in the back when you don't have a gun. especially when I don't have any motive or reason to hurt your feelings.

so all I can say now is sorry things had to turn out this way, I had no intention of shattering you, and I guess that didn't work out. I just hope you have a fun time, remember the good times we've had, and may happiness follow you on your journies.

see you in the summer, I guess just not as planned before. goodnight