Wow, thank you guys for the kind words on the away message. It was definatly a way to perk up the day via some classical comrodery. Each and everyone one of you gave me a smile.

some clarification on the subject: Being spoon fed one particular feeling, then it being 180'd (well maybe 90'd or even so much as 110'd) on you, is a particularly nasty way to come to realizations. Emotional Ambiguity is sick.

If I wanted to dance around something I'd go to a club. and If I wanted to unravel a mystery I'd ready a sherlock holmes novel. I think relationships is one area that a little straightforwardness could go a long way. I don't deny I'm a bit dodgy at times, but just like everyone else, I'm workin on that.

So I suppose that I should just stick to doing what I do, I guess best...as kind of a pun if you understand the situation. That's being a friend. We all know how important it is to keep the friendship component of any relationship whether it be a person, your pet, or even the pillow you sleep on. But sometimes you just gotta stop bullshitting yourself, deal with the negativity, let it flow out.

Sometimes you need to yell at a person, or toss your pet across the room (landing safely on a couch of course), or punch/scream/throw your pillow. But I'm not cruel enough to not realize that the friendship part is what (in my opinion) we should all stay true to.

I'm still in the anger management stage, if you don't watch out....you might be tackled (if you're a monk)

P.S. - This is what part of the alpha bet would look like if Q and R were eliminated

and it can't be SO bad....at least the monkey still loves me ---->