Happy New Year

Another year passes and time keeps flowing forward. I'm sure if you've ever been to this site before you'd expect me to try to get out some constipated philisophical mish-mash. But I figure, it's 2005, you'll get enough of that from other friends, family, and people from the opposite gender.

So what AM I going to say after all? you are sitting here in front of this glowing box to see SOMETHING right?

well this is what I have to say, if you're out there trying to make some crazy meaning for yourself, do yourself a very important favor, sit down, take a breath, look around you and see what you've got before you need to find what you need. I went out before midnight tonight, doin a little partying (a.k.a. the magical ball drop) and then decided to go back to the apartment. I spent the majority of the night alone in the apartment with no one around. But it wasn't all bad, it gives one a litle bit of the insight into your own mind. When you're alone on a "major holiday" you get this urge to be upset, and depressed.

Ya'know what I say? Fuck that.

Every year I think i've had the "best start to the year" and whatnot...know what happens right after that? my supports I lean on the most crumble, and really fast. So this year, I had a shit New Year's Celebration, but if that means that somewhere down this long bumpy, Odd Numbered year I have a good time? Awesome, I'll remember this new years with a big grin on my face.

Cheers to all you out there who have and cherish the love in your heart for friendship and romance

and a big "Fuck You!" to all you people who feel the need to create unneccesary drama to fill the void in your life.