Do you ever find that when you're trying to do work, and can't figure it out for a minute, or realize you have some more homework to do...or whatever the case may be, you get fuckin BLASTED with anxiety?

I'm sitting here in MACS and I put in my All-State CD from Senior year in high school, because I started to sing some of the songs from choir at work today. and I heard the music I used to sing and BLAMTASTIC MONKEY SPASM OF ANXIETY! and no I am not mistaken, it was surely blamtastic.

All State Men's Song 2002

I really miss choir, and more importantly the lifestyle that I led while I was a senior in choir at LHS, all the great people. being in choir last semester at BW was really fun (motet style), but it dawned upon me when we split up at the end of last year, that it wasn't really any deeper than "another class" to some people. I definatly enjoyed being in a class with Katie Krumreig again and such like that, it was a refreshing reminded of how good LHS friendships can be. The end result is that, I enjoyed the choir time, and it was really sad to leave (and to not be able to glance at my choir crush from last year, she was (as my friend nate would say: stunning)).

it's hard to look back on the good times in life, or in anything really...relationships, flings, hell even good video game sessions. Everquest used to be one my best friends, and now he is forsaken in the mist of yesterday. I guess the only thing I can really do, is let it burn....thanks Usher.

for all you religious people (or just like spirituals) All State's Spiritual 2002

if I had a 40 oz. I'd be pouring it for my buddies Rick and Ned and Toni McHenry. Miss you guys Peace.

Edit: I realize that you might not be able to access the songs on my blog, I'm working on making them work correctly