Jeez, it's been hard to get myself to blog lately, but I figure once I get started, it's pretty easy.

Alright, here's the deal, lately I've been getting worse and worse insomnia, I can't make myself sleep, and I can't fall asleep until my body crashes. it's crap! I'm not really sure why, I figure it's got some deep psychological something like "I'm afraid of what my dreams show me" or "I don't want to remember somethings I forgot" something like that. Either way, staying up late at night starts to make the mind wander...and make things up. For instance, see Exhibit A (right) I could be just sitting there (gazing into my webcam?) and there very well could be a glowy eye'd monster sitting behind me with (or without) intent to make my stay on this earth a LOT shorter. Who knows?? maybe too many action films have taken their toll on my stupid stupid head. oh well.

Here's a question for ya, Do you have any combonation of things that immediatly trigger some sort of really^really powerful desire or wish? For instance, if I listen to the "correct" song and watch the correct show or look at the correct picture in a (correct?) specific order, it makes me have the wish you can check to your left about now...Lemme explain...

I listen to a few key songs, and see something laying around about Smallville (I know, I know...) and I instantly wish I had the ability to (supernaturally) help people when they need it. However, I understand that being a hero is absurd. It's the ability to carry so many burdens upon your shoulders, and I don't know if at the moment, I could do that and walk away from it. Oh well, no one can take my dreams away from me but me.

Well, I guess I'll take the rest of this night/morning to do some little studing for a test in physics in a few hours

adieu!