hehe hey Csilla, I know what you are talking about with those little bowl things, those were good times..but now I try to make them work and they always dissapoint me.
Well I just told Carly yesterday that we were dating, so I can see why the look of "stareness" is at hand.
anyways...I am trying to download this game from Japan because the english version was delayed..so here I am with a speedy DSL modem, Downloading at a nice speed of 5.7kbs (which is about the speed of a pretty good connection on a 56k modem).
and the file is 184megabytes....GAH.
Hahahah I feel like such a computer geek by posting a video game story on my blog. but such is the life of dave.
anyway, it is time for me to shower and head on over to MaryBeth's house. BNL concert to be watched and Dave is to be social.......well to the water I go! Later.
Friday, November 30, 2001
Thursday, November 29, 2001
I hope that I shall never not have girls in my life, they are so awesome. Friends or more than friends, all of them, are completely amazing. there is my little thought for the evening
Well we finished the Video, for the most part, and it turned out rather well.
KARRIE the DAMN RASH part works now!! WOOOOO
Wednesday, November 28, 2001
well it seems today is a big day.
I have to make a video with a few people from Creative writing for a fun product..gonna be one of those nights!
Arrrrg!
Tuesday, November 27, 2001
if you guys ever decide to find me on a online video game, this is my Signature
thats right, I made that, and at 1:30 in the morning..so I feel kinda...teary..yeah right..haha
Monday, November 26, 2001
you all have a mission between when you are reading this now and exactly Twenty-Four hours from now.
you must use this term in a sentance:
Mad Bank
its context is like this:
"Today I went in and cashed in my check and I got Mad Bank.
have fun you guys, I know you can do it
Sunday, November 25, 2001
*UPDATE*
Dude1: "What is Tony Hawk doing on the highway?"
Dude2: "a Frontside Nosegrind"
BAHAHAH I thought that was hilarious. ahem sorry.
but anyway it is kinda sad to see the end of Thanksgiving break. and it is back to school with eh..fun homework...
that's alright though, because I had a good time and a fun break.
well there is a new online game out there for me guys...starting Friday actually...but do not worry. I enjoy my time with friends FAR too much to get obsessed.
well it is big battle time on Episode 1...so it sounds like I gotta go..hehe later zulu crew.
Thursday, November 22, 2001
well I suppose it is time for me to give my thanks:
*generally*
-I am very thankful for my parents who tend to put up with my living 85% of my homelife in my room on my computer
-I am thankful for my brother who is a really great and caring guy, whom I am can talk to about anything.
-I am thankful for my other family who treat me well and make a fun enviroment.
-for my friends who stick by me and help me to feel at home wherever I go
-for everything that has happened in my life to make it the way it is now
*personal thanks*
-my first thanks I would like to give, is to Amy. It means so much to me that she has wanted to remain friends over the past two years. No matter how many times she says she forgives me, I still cannot fathom how much she means to me. I cherish every smile, and I remember every laugh. Thank you Amy. Thank you forever.
-Next is to Jana, This girl has given me so much to be thankful for. Her friendship itself has been sincerely angelic and I have no clue how I became so damn lucky to have this girl in my life. For those of you who do not know her, you are missing out, Bigtime.
-now I guess it is time to thank that one girl..what was her name...something like Che-Luh? no no I am just kidding of course. Although my knowledge of Csilla isn't library-esque, I have felt the effects of her existance in my life, and it is for the better. She comforts me online when I talk to her and I thuroughly(sp?) enjoy every moment I spend with her, thanks Csilla =)
-Karrie Darling. Oh Man, I tried to think of what my Senior year would be like without knowing her...that didn't go very far. This girl is AWESOME, completely fun, and awe inspiring. She helps me write my best and makes me laugh. I wouldn't trade her friendship for the world.
-Next is to Carly. Although she has made, in my opinion, some mistakes, I still care about her a lot. She has had a big impact on my life, and I couldn't image high school without her. she is a sweethart, and my friend. and I am glad.
-Valerie...oh VALERIE! I give thanks to her for letting me ramble on about philosophies and other such oddities. I feel this girl still doesn't give herself enough credit where credit is due. She has a heart of gold with a positivity stick to back it up. "Stay Gold Ponyboy, stay gold" (The Outsiders).
-Gah I am running out of time to write this, I will put more thanks on there, and there are a Billion people I need to thank, because each and every person has done something that somehow helped me shape myself, and I cannot say enough to repay them.
Wednesday, November 21, 2001
Well it has been a pretty long day.
it started of very well with my breakfast date with Csilla. It was a lot of fun and I came out of it with a wonderful girlfriend.
afterwards when I dropped off Csilla, a few friends and I played many rounds of video games...and I practiced up on my Smash Bros...it is on now Matthiew...it is on....
other than that, I haven't been thinking hard on things too much and am feeling kinda laid back. Which is a good thing of course.
and finally to end off the great night, I went to go see Harry Potter! Wooooo!
********ATTENTION***********
-Emma Watson (Hermione Granger) is bloody gorgeous, if I were only 7 years younger I would want to date her, *she is 10*.
but, no need to worry about that, because She and Dan Radcliff are going to hook up eventually and they will have cute wizard kids...tee hee.
but anyways enough for tonight, goodnight all and feel good for Turkyday
Tuesday, November 20, 2001
Monday, November 19, 2001
ok so I was wrong I am online, I have to reconfig my printer drivers and print out a webpage..geez oh man
well today seems to be the day where I have to play CATCH UP with my AP English Term paper..thats right folks, 3 paragraphs (1 being simple conclusion) plus note cards..don't expect me online until about 8-9ish at least...talk to you soon guys and gals.
Thursday, November 15, 2001
PLAGERISM ALERT
I have decided that I enjoyed this fanfiction story about some medieval game so greatly that I will post it.
----quick background info----
=Caeric= He is a legend of a Paladin (noble dude) who is finds a holy sword saves the day, yadda yadda..you get the point.
Crossroads
Fifth Place Awarded to Rogan R. Hamby
Sir Gervais turned from cleaning his sword to see his charge struggling to carry a water pail into the garden. He watched as the scowling young man plopped the water pail and himself onto a stone bench.
Feeling playful in spite of the very serious young man, Gervais kept a straight face and waited for the coming comment. Experience dictated that it would not take long. It didn't.
"Don't you have someone to do that for you?" He glared accusingly at Gervais.
"I do but he's busy. Besides, knights should know how to tend their weapons."
"And how does growing roses fit into that?"
Ah, the truth. At least some of it. "You are carrying water buckets because yesterday you were laid flat by an overhead swing that you could have deflected had you the proper strength. Also, the whites look a little dry. Besides, you should learn about growing things. As a Knight of the Sash, killing isn't enough. Learning to nurture is important too."
"And growing a beard isn't nurturing enough, eh?" His eyes flashed and a tad too much insolence crept into his voice.
Gervais looked tired, "I don't suppose you will listen to me anymore now than then will you, Thrice Squired? You may not grow a beard because it would look stupid. While you will always find opportunities to look stupid it is in your best interest to keep them few in number."
"Everyone else has one!"
"No, everyone else, who is a squire, is trying to have one with patchy success. I have no intention of having my squire look like a fool. When you are a man, you will be able to grow one."
"I'm already older than the others and held behind. Its not fair."
"Perhaps but your age is less important than ability. When you can beat any squire in this barony you will no longer be one yourself."
"Why? Its not like you're the best knight, why do I have to be the best squire?"
"True. I am not the best knight but nor am I the worst and even the worst can beat the best squire. So, as soon as you are as good as the worst knight you can be one. It is the way of things that I will keep you from being a fool even if you insist on being one. However, I already appear the fool for having taken in a twice squired and making him thrice squired. I recommend that you don't actually make me a fool."
"Or what?"
Sir Gervais shook his head, "Or it is unlikely you will find another knight to take you. You treat this as a series of combat lessons and that has done you service. You have learned to handle lance and arrow well but you have other lessons to learn. Two knights thought you couldn't learn more than sword fighting. I think you can."
"I READ my lessons." He got up and began to pace, throwing his arms about. "I have memorized the lines of kings and can sing the stanzas of the Song of Elven Bane. What more should I know!?"
Gervais grimaced and fought his own sudden irritability. "You should know that we are not knights because we fight but we fight because we are knights. You should know that this sash represents not our strength but our weakness."
"And we do not bend to weakness, the faith of obligation is stronger than ..."
Interrupting the squire, "You can paraphrase the canticles well but..." Changing thought in midstream he thought of another direction. Gervais knew how much the squire enjoyed tales of Caeric. He would get a tale, of sorts. A pregnant pause and uncomfortable cough preceded Gervais picking up his speech. "Let me tell a tale. This is not widely told but many of the sash know it. It is about a knight seeking a sword and the crossroads he comes to..."
A knight, called Ce was on a quest for a sword, sent by his liege. His journey had been dark and into lands he did not know. Today he was riding on a dirt stamped road, watching the country side for signs of a town where he could provision. He was tired and growing weary of a quest with no apparent end. It was an early Fall when he encountered a group of merchants on the road. Their mood was somber and moving in the wrong direction to sell goods at market. Ce quickly checked the shine of his armor and straightness of moustache to ensure they were in good repair before riding upon them.
"Hail good strangers. I take you for merchants and hope you could provide a stranger in unfamiliar lands with direction."
A short man with a brown beard turned on his horse and held his hand up in the common gesture of good will. "And hails to you sir. I know your branding so I will assume you are a knight of that sigil's order and not some carrion bandit with pleasing speech."
"If I may ask, where are you headed?"
"There are only three places this road leads. One is behind us and it is the city of trade but our trading was poor. The fields have been good this year but that leaves our pockets light when we are not first to market."
"You said three. I know the road this way heads to the port of Jeudi, where I am headed and you must be selling your wares but what is this third?"
"If you travel to Jeudi I wish you a good journey. Up ahead there is a crossroads and the left fork will bear your journey and the right ours. We travel to a town called Peranslet, our home."
Ce was introduced to the other travelers. They included Barrock, a gigantic man who had traveled a fair bit and knew Ce's city well enough to miss its taverns. Next was Morisha, a young witch and excellent haggler. She gave the knight a smiling glance but remained quiet. The talkative fellow revealed himself to be Tig and, a master thespian permanently impersonating a potato farmer for lack of a paying audience or, self admittedly, talent.
They agreed to go as far as the crossroads together. From there Ce would be only a few days comfortable ride from the port and they half a day from their homes. They shared pleasant and polite chat as the horses strode towards the crossroads. By the time they reached the crossroads one of the farmers was swinging his nearly empty money pouch around jovially as a cacophonous instrument. They were all cheered to be near home. The crossroads was larger than Ce had expected, ringed by apple trees with a wooden platform built in a small clearing.
As the horses slowed Barrock was the first to notice the noise of horse hooves on frosted ground. It was rapidly chilling. Finding a place among the trees, the merchants began gathering firewood while Ce set up wind breaks and shelters. In a voice that reminded Ce of a woman at home Morisha said, "I do not like this. Normally we sleep on the edge of the road. There are spirits here."
Ce smiled at the nervousness of witches, "We will manage m'lady. Do not worry." In the future he would learn to worry when witches did.
As they settled in to bear out the night Ce reached up for an apple and snapped the vine. He looked over to Tig, "Aren't you going to tell me not to eat this? After all this is a magic grove."
Tig fed another packet of wood to the fire, "You're jesting but you don't know half of it. They say all crossroads are magical, places of opportunity and power. But I think the apples are just apples. Though you're right, we're told not to eat them." At the end his somber face, half illuminated by fire broke out into a grin. "Let's get settled boys. Early rise and its beds and hearths for us in the morrow. "
As they settled in, Ce took first watch with Tigs. He brought out his knife and dug deeply into the fruit, struggling against it. Finally he pushed down, hard and split the apple through the core only to find it frozen through. The fruit around the icy center leaked a crimson color and as he tasted it he knew the coppery flavor of blood.
A wind suddenly struck and most of the horses bolted. The fruit fell from his hand as a force grabbed Ce from above and lifted him. His neck felt the texture of coarse rope though his hands grappled widely at nothing. He felt his stomach lurch and reached for the sword at his side and just as quickly fell to earth. He stood bruised, brandishing his sword, seeing most of his friends hanging as he had just been. At least one man was already dead, his eyes bulged from their sockets.
He looked for Morisha and saw her lying among the roots of a tree. Her neck was snapped and rope burns marked her neck. Ce felt as if he were staring at a scene taking place under water. Screams a foot away seemed to come from a great distance. He pulled righteousness around him and he swung at the ethereal tendril that held Barrock. He struck nothing. In desperation Ce tried to push Barrock up but it failed to lessen the force with which he swung from the noose. He died on the noose, followed by a third and fourth.
Nobody died quickly but it began and ended one at a time. Their bodies released their lives and their fluids were unnaturally pungent in the cold air. Ce ached and he collapsed. Ce prepared to die as he watched others die. It wasn't failure that disturbed him. It was being helpless. Ce cried, not a noble tear but a heart shredding sob. And it was with his head to the ground, back bent, sick and vomiting that he heard coins fall. He searched for his coin bag. It had been torn off when pulling his sword free. He glanced at the men on the ground and found that none had coin bags. He went to those still alive and threw their coins to the ground and as he did each fell, bruised and choking but alive.
It ended as suddenly as it began, with a little warmth creeping back into the air. It had lasted only a few minutes but seemed to take hours. With few horses and many hurting they walked like madmen, woodenly but quick. They felt no pain and nearly collapsed at the first house they approached. The gathered in the morning without saying anything to the townsfolk about what happened. Few had been able to sleep but with the light of day they returned to the grove and brought back the bodies. Somewhere along the way they remembered their pain.
Tig seemed the worst off at first but he improved the most quickly. For the first week he woke screaming about a face in the dark. That faded with the freshness of memory. Ce stayed for a few days to help lay the dead to rest. During this time a story surfaced. While they had been gone to market a hanging had been done at the crossroads. It was a poor boy who loved the mayor's daughter. He was guilty of some minor crime. Folks had expected his lover to pay off the jailer with silver. It would not be the first, or even fifth, time in memory. He waited for her, but she never came. In the end she didn't even bring the coppers to the hangman to end his life quickly. It took him over twenty minutes to die at the crossroads with most of the town watching. He was buried behind the apple trees. The townsfolk later went looking for the grave to remove it but could find no trace of it and after a week gave up.
On the fourth day a farmer found and brought Ce his horse. Ce provisioned and on the fifth prepared to leave. As he bridled his horse Tig grasped Ce by the shoulder and softened to see his comrade go. "Thank you."
A thin smile parted. "You're normally more loquacious than that. For what?"
"Saving us."
Ce cast his eyes down, "Don't delude yourself. You were there. I did nothing."
"You found strength in your weakness. You had the clarity to tear the coins away."
"Did I? Or was I lucky? Or did the spirit want us to know? I don't know that my insight meant anything."
"It did. You may not know it yet but you'll pull strength from it."
"Are you trying to be a wise man?" Despite himself Ce grinned.
Tig returned it, "No, just a friend. Besides, I remembered something I heard once. You always make a choice at a crossroads, even if you know where you want to go."
They waved goodbye. Years later Ce had reason to travel there again and went to find Tig. He discovered that a gypsy troupe had been through last year. When Tig saw a dancing monkey owned by the gypsies he ran screaming. He was found drowned in a pond. For years he had screamed of the face he saw that night, the inhuman length of it and the scars around his neck never fully healed. It was finally over for him. There is more history to that place and many legends but they can wait for a campfire to be told.
"So," Sir Gervais says, "that is the story."
The squire cleared his eyes and said somberly, "That was Caeric wasn't it? He was in the dreaded lands, searching for the lich queen." His eyes looked expectant and a little confused.
Gervais laughed, heartily. "Gods, no! That was my own great grandfather, Cembar Gervais, who was sent on a quest to recover a sword for part of a dowry."
Color flushed the squire's face, "You lied to me."
"I lied to no one. I let you think what you were inclined too."
"You disguised his name and chose your words too specifically to do anything but lead me to that. Why?"
"Now you're just pouting. I told you a very true, at least as told to me, story. But, tell me this: how did you think when you heard about the weeping and thought it was Caeric?"
For several minutes the squire was unusually thoughtful, knowing from that voice that Gervais wanted a real answer. "I... I don't know. I thought that he wasn't such a hero. That he was ..."
"Weak? A man? Yes. He was. No, don't be shocked. I know the stories and they don't exist. Caeric buried his weakness deep and pulled strength from it. He filled his life with honor and faith. All of the Sash seek to do the same. You can master a sword but you must also master yourself. Caeric was a hero but he was also a man and had weaknesses whether any mortal knew them or not. Do not idolize. Emulate."
"Are you saying I can be him?"
"Realistically? No. Nor was I. But I am a better man than my father was. He said that he was proud of me when he died. I hope that you will be better than me. My final victory, I hope, will be passing on what I have learned."
"The other knights... they let their squires go unshaven because they did? But you don't want me to be you."
"You learn. We live in an age of strife. We must battle to protect but we make choices. If I pass on what I have become to my squires and they to theirs maybe Caerics will one day fill the streets. Maybe there will be an age of heros. Regardless you get to choose your road."
For a long time they were silent before the squire got up to water the roses.
Monday, November 12, 2001
Saturday, November 10, 2001
Well I just got out of the shower and am getting ready to go to All-State...it is early...and hard to keep awake.
the floor is almost moving, but not yet. right now I am just focusing on getting some clothes on, because well...going out in boxers and a sleeve-less shirt wouldn't exactly be the best thing I ever did.
yep, thats about all for now
Well tonight marks the end of Night #2 of Dearly Departed. Great Show! it is definately a rush.
Tonight after the play we (many people) went to Valerie's house for some pizza and doG fun. it was Good fun.
when I took people home I got to visit my Good locked in buddies at the orchestra thing. I Got to see Csilla, Tim, Kim, this other dude with the monkey thinG. Csilla was GorGeous as usual (with pigtails too!!). There is somethinG magical about that Girl. no doubt about that one.
but that is all I have to say..had a Good night, and I am praising Csilla
so eh...Good night sleep tight my friends.
Tuesday, November 06, 2001
so right now I am typing up this fun fun blog while eating food and talking to a couple people online..and I can't really see all that great, because I am so very very tired
but anyways...I was thinking, what would it be like if I was talking to someone and wrote down Fargon Fillferburger? well what would people think?? who is that, what is that, or maybe why is that god forsaken name daintily rotting away my screen?? perhaps one day I will know..just perhaps.
I had this other day dream where I was sitting around, downtown by myself and there she was....like a disco superfly...she was this huge piece of tin foil with cocker spaniels rolling around on it. and I thought, "hey", and briskly walked to the nearest Taco Bell (tm) and picked up 3 gorditas with anchovies....I am sure you people are gagging by now, but hey, I am telling that damned story here!.
Soooo anyways I was looking at the keyboard a minute ago, and I could have sworn I saw a green disco light start glaring about and some little leprichauns (sp?) were dancing their fun little people dance...I don't know, maybe I am a tad strange.
thats all for tonight, bye folkes.
Monday, November 05, 2001
Alright it looks like it is time for a recap of the weekend.
Friday:
Band Concert and Rehersal.
Rehersal was fun, a bit tedious, and nerve wracking because the show is in less than a week.
Band Concert was AWESOME. I really enjoyed it a lot, the combo of the music + feminine entertainment was great.
Denny's was a lot of fun too, not to mention the Greatest Car Trip ever. definatly great.
Saturday:
well I finally went to Voice rehersal again, that was cool I guess, fun times with Freshmen girls from Mags, and Luthren West.
for awhile I played this game called Paper Mario, and then I talked to Csilla online for a little, then went off to Mary/Beth's house to watch "High Fidelity". that was fun, Aaron Kennedy, Dave Winzieg (sp?) and Rachel Kaplan were among a few to grace the night with "fun-ities". We ended up watching Aliens, and some crappy "Travel Haunted Places" show...where we discussed rights of ghosts and spectres. it was a fun fun night
Sunday:
Well I went to the library for the English thingie, that was alright.
Then Matt McNeely and I played some Paper Mario for about an hour and a half. we are doing a race to see who is faster at beating the game.....Prime Nerd activity! but I haven't seen him in awhile, so it was a good time.
Then I went to All-State rehersal, that was cool. some of those kids are really nice, except for a couple of the Avon lake kids..they are a bit elitest.
I also Talked to friends a lot tonight, so that was a pleasent surprise. and it looks about time for me to go to bed..goodnight
Saturday, November 03, 2001
So I would like to say that the Marching Band Concert was very fun to watch, it was a good show.
and Denny's owns "Man-Burgers" mmmmmmm
Thursday, November 01, 2001
ahhh, I am sorry guys, I fell asleep after I got home last night. and it was a very sound sleep too..so I couldn't even hear all of the IMs.
I really dislike it when I do something like that, because I miss my chances to talk with all my friends...BLAH
anyways I hope to talk to you today, but that is a given I think. now I have to get ready for school. bye guys sorry again




