Change...is Good

so says Taco Bell. Why is change really good though? think about it, the comfort of a routine: You get up, you brush your teeth, (take a shower: optional in morning), go to class, come back go to work/study. rinse repeat. Sounds like a nice little package of things to do day after day.

Course there are those people that choose to focus on hate and belittlement day after day, which still confuses me, but we will just leave them be.

Anyway, I have such a poor work ethic. It is kinda bad, I have a hard time focusing on studying things. so much so that I am about to hit the sack after this long day, because I have a nice 7:45 class I should be watching, and I think I will study my sleep now...yeah that's the ticket.

Stacy's mom! has got it going on!

that is a sick sick song, but so damn good.

another thing that is so damn good...Linkin Park. My god, I love their lyrics, if at any point in time you feel some sort of emotion that isn't linked with happiness and butterflies, pop in some LP. They will help you through relation, no sweat.

alright, long night, longer day tomorrow. goodnight

Alright let's talk for a minute about Life Karma.

Like Karma is a big kick in the nuts(ass for girls) when things are going smooth, and a nice little pick me up when you are currently on the ground rolling around in agony. I continue to forget about this concept I have observed and everytime it kicks my ass. With my current slap in the face I begin to question some fundamental actions that we as people do. For instance, why do why question others without questioning ourselves as well? Now don't get the wrong idea as I write this, this isn't a question of who, but why. Well this is my blog, and my thoughts, so why don't I use it for once...and use someone as an example....anyone?...anyone??...oh you sir, we will call you "Dave".

Now why when someone commits a wrong, or something percieved as "wrong", why do I question them? Why don't I put myself in their shoes? I try to do that but, there is a question as to why I try to tackle it from my seat. I'll tell you why, I would like to believe that I hold the key to the chest that holds the solution to a/that problem. But, I know this isn't always the case, and I am sure a few people out there are nodding their heads vigorously with some curse to send in my direction hehe.

Although, I do know one thing. A stone will is great for self-confidence and ego, but where does comprimise come in? Why must my point always be convey'd? Am I that stubborn that I cannot forget my wants and desires over anothers? If I could, then why should I? Are another person's wants and desires more important than my own? Are the only options available to me Altruism and Egoism?? enh, I guess we could chat about that for awhile. Send me an IM sometime, lets discuss. I just hope I am not divided in my attention. I garuntee if we chat about something philisophical in nature, we will understand ourselves better.

For all of you girls with brown eyes who wish they were blue, I have a barbershop song for you. (MC honkey in the house everyone).

Anyway, I just needed to write a little jargon myself, because a lot of things are on my mind.