Well I did it, finally dropped my math class this semester.

although I feel really shitty about doing that, it was neccesary, because my study habits were not up to par with those of the class. I already spoke with my counselor who said that it would be no problem to take it again next semester in conjunction with CSC 260 (Computer Science 2). however these are both in the morning which some make for some exciting MWF class times, but it needed to be done. it really did.

so now I have all this free time, which I now understand what I have to do with it. Study damnit, and make sure all of my other classes are A's!

12.5 credits isn't much, but it is enough to make me a sophmore, and lucky me taking Computer Science, that I have leeway enough to drop 1 class and not end up "Dogging out the big 5.0", 5.0 years that is.

alright I guess I can snag some sleep then. now that my 8am nightmare is done. damn

man so much shit has just been pissing me off lately. it has to be the weather that is aggrevating me so much. I feel like my senses have been heightened to annoying stuff. little things are getting unbareable. as of right now in order to control what I have left of self control at this point I am in my room on the computer listening to music and studying for this upcoming test in under an hour. and even then I find myself shivering with fury. I need to take a nice shower and calm the hell down.

today's main focus for me is comfort levels. I believe that sometimes people get to comfortable with people and start to take advantage of their nature. if you have thought about whether or not you do this, than this blog was worth the effort of typing up. and especially for me writing it, I find that I as well get too comfortable with people too. Especially Amy, but...beating her up is soo fun.

anyway,

today in math class was the most fun I have had in awhile, me and these two other people were have a great time writing up math proofs, and during the proofs we would attempt to remember how to write cursive. let me say this, if you haven't written cursive in awhile it is a great challenge. Try to rememeber a cursive Q, I sure couldn't.

it seems I have written away most of my anger now, this and I downloaded Poem by Taproot, so everything is nice and tranquil.

for now........*lightning noise*

oh man, it is sunday and I have yet to go do math homework.

Discrete math is just one of those classes where I can just let things fall way behind and not care because it is so damn hard.

I might end up dropping the class but I know that is a cop out, so we will see how that turns out

anyways, finally the group at BW has been assembled, I am waiting for my future roomate to come back from church so he can tell me if this kid can do it or not. we will either end up having a 6 or 5 person group w/ percussion. Hit or Miss with this stuff.

now for the tough part, going to florida. parents can't fun it, and it would have to be up to jeff since I am ya know, under the subheading of "parents". and the thing is, why come down for Spring break? when I only have a week, why not in summer? I dunno if Jeff will be staying in Florida for that much longer because it sounds like it sucks down there at the moment but what can a brotha do.

anyhow, this weekend was interesting, Josh was in town, bad ass. it is always a pleasure to hang with him.

our night friday consisted of us going to Target to get food and drink to see a movie, got it for free, because we knew a cashier that was quitting in a day or two, nice
next we went to AMC theatre to see Old School, got in for free, it was crowded, so we snuck in the door as someone was leaving, also nice.

and finally we stayed up until 5:30am playing Warcraft 3. coolest kids right here folks. back up off

Saturday was spent doing a small amount of homework, followed by waiting for Josh to call me back for ~12 hours. let me just say, that was the longest I have played Everquest consecutively in a long long long time. that was like Sophmore year calibre on saturday it was for sure it was. ( =) )

alright I suppose I should probably start math and do it for the rest of the night....*sigh*
Math Isle AHOY!