so right now I am watching beauty and the beast with Carrie! (and Chelsea, but she is snooding) Right now Gaston just proposed to Belle but she said no, because she is a strong female lead, and female leads do that. Carrie is currently singing a song and Chelsea and I just made fun of her Horse! I LOVE CHELSEA...and CARRIE TOO!. I think Belle looks like Judy Garland from "Wizard of Oz". Maybe I am wrong, but that is the price you pay for being bold.

I swear it is getting harder and harder for me to blog, because I keep getting distracted. I think I have ADHD when it comes to blogging, that would be sweet.

by the way, Gaston is FRICKING HUGE. His muscles are the size of a small riding lawnmower. alright I am going back to watch the movie talk to you later

Well it is monday again, the beginning of the end of the week. and we all know how that goes.

My weekend was excellent, and I thank those who were involved.

however I am just in a state of limbo, a lot of things have been wading through my mind, and it kinda sucks. However I am sure whatever comes from all this though will end up just fine.

so whats new with me? not TOO much, just been having a good time at BW and at my computer, however the BW people kick my computer's ass as far as having fun goes.

I feel a nap coming on, talk to you later

So today I was in a church practicing acapella music with my crew, and it seems that people were getting pissed that I was swearing in a church. God damnit (hehe)

Religious rant removed

so then that leads to today, I watch the Academy awards with Carrie, and Wacked, it was a good time. some people won that I wanted to win, other's...enh oh well, maybe next year with a new movie and a new 29 Million Dollar screenplay.

so I figured what my good side to the day was tonight, like I said in my last entry. You know what the good side is?

as soon as I stepped outside I saw a Skunk, right in the bushes directly to the right of.

I looked at it, and it looked at me, then it waddled away in its skunkish fashion and I went about my walking. no fuss, no spray, no tomato juice.

that lead me to realize one thing...Skunks Rule other than that I just had a good time venturing around campus visiting all the sights that I could, and just gazing at the stars and thinking about stuff. Just like reality, there is a good and bad to thinking, but it is balanced in the end (at least for me).

goodnight
(2 days till Shadowbane)

Jeez, good times are always followed closely by bad times. I really think that no matter what or when, balance is always achieved eventually.

Good times this weekend, Csilla visited, went to movies, and hung out with friends

on Friday I went to the movies, it turns out that I went with 1 person, one of my friends named Sarah. We went to go see boat trip, saw it came back. it was a good funny movie. come back and she has to fight with her boyfriend for having male friends for over SIX HOURS. Jesus, what an ass.

Saturday, hung out with friends for awhile, did some chores that were actually fun to do. Then Csilla came over =). we watched spongebob and trading spaces and had papa john's pizza!! it was fantastic. but then ends up having eye troubles and it ends up poorly cause she didn't feel so well...damn.

Sunday (technically) I find out my best friends here at BW got into a titanic fight. This does not bode well, and I would hate to see anything happen to either one my friends. if one of them were to leave, odds are I would never see them again, and that is depressing as hell. I hope that something good happens to balance this out later.

I really don't understand why things have to be blown so far out of proportion. What is so god damn terrible about any incident that causes someone to want to go ballistic on someone. if someone chooses to answer me, I don't want to hear anything like Murder or Genocide...please, spare me the history lessons.

treat every day as if you didn't have a chance to live the next. that is ideal, but that can't happen, because people (including myself you player haters) have pride, and morals, and dreams, and standards, and beliefs. Beliefs that is where everyone will always get you. how can you ever trust anyone when they have beliefs?

answer? only if you believe in each other.

This message was originally written at 5:45am, but the blogger server was completely down
Alright then so today is Wednesday,

Things aren't really so bad, true my Monday sucked worse than chubby checker playing hopscotch with the dead rat girl from the Ring.

But today it is good. Excellent music, and yes it is official, I AM THE AIM CHAMPION!

I have outlasted everyone tonight, in staying up. Even the dude that never goes to sleep. I alone stand erect (huh huh) in a sea, a freaking SEA of away messages. I can see little clip art post it note thingies for miles, and no one to talk to but Linkin park, Green Day, Bowling for Soup, and 50 Cent. Which is some awesome music to listen to at 5.5 am =) so what’s new with my life you ask? Well not too much over all, 5 days remain until Shadowbane comes out. This marks a major milestone in online gaming for me. Because I have spent so much freaking time making things for that game it is insane, I will put up only a couple pictures, because if I put up more than that, people might think this is a rerun of Go-Time, haha.

(And for those who care, Go-Time is actually not done with, I have one in progress from last year I just need to finish up)

This is my alter ego in Shadowbane:



neat huh? well probably not for you. I can guarantee 99% of the people who read this blog have no desire, care to, inkling, or even a curious moment as to what the hell that picture means. but it is ok, because I represent the computer nerd in all of us!

ok that might be far fetched, because I don't blog nearly enough to represent the entire computer section of people's lives. I don't mind though, I can just be Dave and that is perfectly fine with me.

Current Song: "Pushing me away", Linkin Park -Excellent stuff, trust me, I know you can.

Have you guys ever actually tried those energy/adrenaline drinks? like Sobe adrenaline rush, or Red Bull? THEY ARE SO GOOD. I cannot believe what I was missing. there is a Mountain Dew sponsored one called "Amp" but it has a little too much of a Leafy flavor for me. I don't see how the testers could fathom that something that tastes like plant matter would be a big hit in the energy drink crowd.

at 5:45ish in the morning, words of songs start to either a.) Gain more meaning, or b.) Disappear and you tend to find the meaning in the music score.

Current Song: "Somewhere I belong", Linkin Park.

The words don't mean so much to me, but the chord progression just is beautiful, I can feel exactly what the lead singers are saying in the music. I think THAT is a sign of a good song, not so much the artist’s rendition, unless it is Clay from American Idol.

Clay is the man, seriously, what a fantastic voice, his image has improved 10 fold and you can't help but smile when you look at him! That bastard!

Alright, so time for sleep, only a few hours today. Goodnight Blog, Goodnight Sea of Away Messages.

This is seriously the worst day ever...can it get worse? oh we shall see

it is hard to believe that one year ago tomorrow (jumping the gun here) I was completely on the otherside of the coin, so god damn happy. actually more like 2 hours ago I was on the otherside of the coin

March 18th, 2002:

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well there we have it. I hope Karrie remembers this, it was after the cleveland playhouse day when all of lakewood was smoking marijuana. very planned and very good times.

now I am just angry at the world, I don't accept quirks from anyone today, already bitched out 1 person. are you next?

I place the blame on the college for instantly and utterly ruining my close friendships that I have created over this year. Basically this is one big fat LSD lucid dream I had and it is now going to go away without any chance of recall.

you work hard and spend time making friendships that should last "Forever" with these new people to keep an open mind with, you share classes and a whole god damn dorm with them, and then because oh I dunno, your major isn't "intended" for higher learning you get to recieve the boot right on out the door and forced to attend a room draw with 2000 other sweaty hormonal "enlightened" students. in which a large portion of it don't give a shit where they are going because they will be in their dorm for their sorority or their fraternity anyway.

fuckthateatshitsuckmyballslickcrotchimpaleyourselfwithaspoon

what a big steaming pile of assphlem.

I didn't get into my dorm again next year, fuck this school

gonna have to be a commuter.

I just remember that I had a blog to post in while listening to ABBA's "Take a chance on me" Wild eh?

so not too much has been going on, mostly hanging out with Josh, good times good times.

So yesterday I went out with Josh and Amanda, and we saw "Cradle 2 the Grave" it was a pretty damn good movie. Of course the plot was pretty laughable, but still it was a good show, a little long, but worth the money. Afterwards we went to Applebee's and I saw Maria Duna and Juli Nemethy! it was awesome, I haven't seen them in such a long time. and basically at applebees we BSed for awhile then just split and went back home with a lot of talk about. It was fun

Alright it is about time I call some people up and do something with my time here in "the wood"

Notable Blog entry from Last year:

Sunday, March 03, 2002

Thanks today goes out to Amy and Niccole for helping me get over my Fashion crisis. I really enjoy the new kicks they make me feel like a model or something (not that I am "pretty" enough to be a model, just..it makes me want to pose).

well time for a little chit chat then back to reading.

blast from the past, thanks Amy and Niccole =)

Ahhhhhhhhh the Bliss of barbershop music.

I just can't ever get enough of Barbershop. I would even lose some precious sleep for it. I am currently just listening to some quality barbershop and random acapella songs. up at ~2:00am while bill is sleeping (and I am courteous, I am wearing my headphones and not singing).

So there isn't really much to talk about as I have told people, Currently my life is alright, a few problems, but everyone has them so I don't complain, I deal.

lets see lets see, I can talk about how I have been doing homework and stuff, I am so proud of myself. I usually do homework, but lately I have been pretty good with time management, so I am pretty happy about that. however it isn't very exciting, so lets see....exciting

oh I know, how about this battle wound. I was fighting amy today (monday) and I was checked into a ladder (i am so weak) and now I have this impressive gathering of weltage on my shoulder. that is pretty fun I suppose. Sara is visiting today too, that is exciting too, Amy and her are going to cause some damage I suspect. Whatever makes them happy and most of all, entertained.

whatelse..Ahhh yes, March 25th new video game comes out! this should be a real killer (either of me or as a game hehe...maybe both).

anyways I am going to head on off the blogger now, see ya later bloggersite