alright well in about..an hour or so from now I will be heading off to Karrie's and leaving for Maine. I am really excited for this, it should prove to be an excellent adventure..aside from the whole 12-16 hour car ride...but that is when books, grand ole books come in handy.

yes I myself have 7, and I think Karrie will have the 2 Harry Potter books of the series that I am missing

I am bringing

Lord of the Rings Series:
book1-Fellowship of the Ring
book2-The Two Towers
book3-Return of the King

Harry Potter
book1- and the Sorcerer's Stone
book4-and the Goblet of Fire

The Way of the Peacful Warrior:a book that changes lives

and Timeline by Michael Crichton..or however it is spelled.

have a great weekend friends, best of luck, and don't be angry, the summer is too short for those shenanigans.

well I was really bored once so I decided to take the feminist quiz on amys blog..heh heh

here are my staggering results:


You are NOT A MILITANT FEMINIST. In fact, you got a negative score on the quiz, one so low and embarrasing we won't even display it here. A negative score! Who in the heck are you? You should be very unhappy right now for setting womankind back decades! Now go kill some men to redeem yourself before we come after you for treason!

yes I am sure you all saw that one coming

wow I had a good day at work today

but this isn't the point.

the point is that when I reached my car outside and found that note and bag waiting for me, I had a perma-smile on. the entire way home I was just thinking about how much I just wanted to hug and just be in the presence of Jana, Amy and whoever else decided to take the time it took (hmmm) just to do that little thing for me.

that was worth a billion video games, I swear.

Anni is really great, thanks for being here to just chat at 1:40ish in the morning. she deserves a lot of great things.

yeah well, disappointment is disappointing.

Well due to the command of an obviously higher power...especially at 2:30am, I am going to update my blog

with what, I am not sure the only new news I have had since I posted earlier today was the fact that I got $100 from some guy at work. hurray, I am glad you all benifited SO MUCH from learning that I got mo money.

alright thats about all, I am just sitting online and looking at my screen, absorbing the ac as it slowly seeps into my skin. air conditioners are nice, they make a nice hum, and they are nice to look at, nice knobs and things to push..I like it

well I hope that satisfies you guys, another small blog entry to read, perhaps I will ramble on a little more later.

So yeah I am going to be heading off to work soon, I am just eating a bit of food, unfortunatly I was too lazy to go score some Taco Bell. oh well.

so I am come to the conclusion that this halloween I am either go to go as myself (a Jedi) or perhaps some sort of medieval fantasy person. I will go to that nice sword shop in great northern and purchase a great big axe or something.

why do they have that shop anyway? I dunno about you but I am pretty sure that if I were robbing someone's house and they whipped out a huge serrated bastard sword I think I would (1.) Wet my pants, and (2.) Get the F out of the house while saying "F this I am outta here". but seriously...why the nunchucks and the huge "knives" they have there. sure it would be great to go hunting in the wilderness with a 22' "Knife" I mean my god, it is almost Ginsu quality we are talking about here.

speaking of that store...you think anyone will have buy that suit of fake armor statue..I think I might someday, who wouldn't want a suit of armor to stare at them all day long while enjoying a nice Brisk Lemonade and AC. I know I would.

other than that I have nothing else to really comment about right now, other than the fact that I suck a bowling...and I think TLC should come out with the "Makeout Story" that would be a lot of fun.

well, later

As odd as this may sound. I am in a frenzy to read some sort of fantasy book with knights, magic and chivalry.

there is a new game coming out the 28th of this month. another game, oh joy you guys say...well this game is an amazing storyline that rivals most books that I have read. the music is just wonderful. I am sure someone will appreciate the music, here you go

Click HERE to download it

download that..it is only 2 minutes long, if anyone is bored or anything. if you have any fire of battle inside you I am sure you will enjoy it as much as I do.

anyway, so far today I have Tilled my front yard, and ground up that clay nicely, we may actually get some grass in there soon. but that doens't matter because right now I am just sitting in my room singing, and imagining myself clad in armor with a shining sword. my hair in some wild anime style flowing in the wind. if I could have that for an hour I would just die. at least as long as it wasn't really heavy. but I don't care because in my mind I can do whatever I wish without anyone to tell me I am wrong or stupid or whatever. not that if they told me I was wrong or stupid would I listen anyway...but that is a different story.

so lets see what else could I be doing right now...well there is the old room to clean...or I could brush my cat so it could be as soft or at least getting closer to as soft as Zoe...nah can't happen. there is talking to people are online..but right now..there isn't anyone online. oh well. basically I think I will just sit here and type/sing/imagine some more.

I just read an article about companies hiring artists to draw for games and stuff. I wish I had some artisitic ability. maybe even a touch of what Josh has would be nice. he isn't the best, but he is damn good. if I could steal his notebook to show you guys, I am sure you would have a good time just looking at some of the things has drawn. I swear some of those things should be hung in museums and stuff like that.

well well, I guess it isn't too hard to sit here and just ramble away, but it probably isn't high quality rambling because I am too busy thinking about unimportant stuff, at least to you guys. I almost said I am too busty, hah! yeah right. well I dunno I think I am going to go suffer through a workout session, probably not, but still something to thinking about doing at least.

you know it just boggles the mind when I read Amy's blog

How the hell does she sit there and just type for hours and hours on end? I have no clue.

don't ask the llama guy, I am sure he wouldn't know either

anyway tomorrow, Josh and I will be making another round of, you guessed it, ALL DAY VIDEO GAMING.

favorite activity of nerds!

To live and learn is the pinnacle of the life cycle. To pass on this knowledge is and will always be everlasting to people whom you share it with. And to love unconditionally, is the last lesson you need to learn -Darren Ellingsbee-

I enjoy quotes like that.

so people with more than 1 year book, I suggest going back and reading messages and looking at pictures from the past. it is a nice refresh of what life was like for you, I spent a lot of my day with some Juniors and we discussed the past and present and not so distant future. life is good when out with friends. I hope I call more people from the year book and hang out. this is just a short blog entry, due to it's current mid day status. oh well back to the old drawing board.

Ok so anyway.

on Monday and some of Tuesday Josh and I went to our gaming place and definatly played video games for like...16 hours.

haha from noon-4:00am we had a blast. it was so much fun. playing video games is just a release for me, it has always been that way, I don't really know why. how about you mr. or miss reader? what do you like to do for fun?. I often wonder what people REALLY like to do for relaxation or enjoyment. I dunno anyone who reads this tell me sometime. I would really like to know. Other than this I can't really think of anything else that is important lately. as a little bit of kindness for Josh, I actually found and fired up my Everquest game. it was really scary, all the past memories came back of all the long hours I spent sitting in this exact chair hitting these same buttons day after day after day. I think my final tally of TIME SPENT on that game was something around. 126 DAYS and some odd hours. thats right 3024+ hours spent on a game. let me say though, that was DEFINATLY worth the 49.95 price tag and the $10 a month. so I played for around 2 years, so that is approx $240 for the monthly fee, plus $50....so that is $290 for the game. basically, it cost me only $0.095 an hour to play the game. not all that bad.

However, wasting your life away is by no means any good. I have been around the "Hardcore Everquesters"...they are REALLY scary. if you people think I am some large dork, go visit a computer hobby shop sometime...have fun, bring a helmet.

well anyway, I read Anni Duna's blog about bathing suits. I think most girls and guys have the problem of getting into bathing suits. everyone says there body isn't good enough when in fact, it is very appealing. that maybe just me, but I think a lot of people have the idea that 99% of the population are NOT super models, and don't judge them that harshly.

In my opinion, girls are beautiful. they all have special qualities. and the thing girls don't really realize....is that guys don't look for the flaws, (unless they dislike them) but they see the appealing qualities.

and pardon the spelling, I am tired, I am going to bed

Today I go video gaming with Josh, one of the most relaxing things I have ever experienced. but I gotta say that I will be missing some time spent with people. lately I have had the urge to just start calling random people and to hang out with them. in the past few days it has been Valerie and Anni, the Junior-now-Senior buddies. also Amy if you read this I would really like to borrow your year book for an evening. I plan on calling you tonight after the Theobalds party.

I will sign it god damnit, OH YES, it will be signed.

so basically nothing much has really happened, I just am going to miss like everyones graduation because of work...ug.
work is pretty annoying, I work for a massive amount of hours on the weekend. and definatly at the WORST times too.

Fridays: 4:00pm-(11:00-3:00am approx)
Saturday: 3:30pm-12:00ish
Sunday: 9:00am-8-9ish pm.

there is my schedule, if anyone is wondering where I am on those days, it is probably work.

Well that is it.

We have graduated from high school. that means there are no more times I must attend the school and visit the great people who went there.

I would like to give my most sincere thanks to the people who have stayed by my side and been there with me through all the good times and the times filled with turmoil. I know I didn't get to say everything I wanted to, especially how I really feel towards people. but thats ok, there will always be a warm and tender place in my heart for each and everyone of my friends.

Basically I have had so much to write on the blog but couldn't actually get myself to write anything. It is very hard to grasp the fact that I won't be seeing so many people I love like I have for the past four years.