well apparently now it is supposed to be delivered tomorrow..another tomorrow..figures. the extra money for 2 day delivery was wasted

bah

man oh man.

My package actually came Saturday, but since my parents were at a party and I was at work there was no one there to sign for it..therefore it is being stored somewhere and I have no idea when they are going to attempt to deliver it again.

that just pisses me off

man oh man.

My package actually came Saturday, but since my parents were at a party and I was at work there was no one there to sign for it..therefore it is being stored somewhere and I have no idea when they are going to attempt to deliver it again.

that just pisses me off

well anyway, today I went jogging in this heat. now in my head everything just plays out so nicely. (and it did in reality too, but still, go with me here)

so I go jogging and I did my 3 laps without much difficulty, this pleased me. it is nice to reach goals (=)). afterward I went back to my car and did my usual relax routine, and went to go back and do the final 1 lap cooldown. but I find that 1/3 of the way through the lap I get a cramp in my lower abdominal section. and I cannot jog. after a couple tries to walk it off, I start walking back to my car to leave after a couple tries to walk it off, and it began to rain.

*back story*

there is some sort of concert tonight at lakewood park. so there is a throng of people who are picnicing and playing around. these people enjoy the sunshine and maybe some of them even enjoy the heat. there are a lot of forign people with the masks that make them look like ninjas.
*back to the current story*

so I am walking away dissapointed because I had to abort my mission, and it begins to rain. the rain was very cold and felt unbelieveably good to the tired, and very warm body. now as I stood there in the open field with my hands raised to my shoulder level looking like some kind of prophetic figure, all of these other park goers are scrambling to get under some kind of cover. this was pretty funny. as I watched I could see various similarities to some sort of Godzilla movie or Action Flick where big explosions occur. at this point I was just enjoying the rain, which was just a short, very hard burst. upon the rain ending I just walked off feeling not bad that I couldn't finish the lap, but good that I had the opportunity to experience the soothing rain upon my weary body.

so I just figure...why be angry when something you don't expect comes up? just shrug it off and try to enjoy something else

that is my current thought for the day

Karried = The Queen of Awesomeness

and if anyone decides to contest that, you can fight me to the death in the octagon (Ultimate Fighting Championship Reference)

I am the shit list master!

Worship me! (please don't)

so apparently I am on Beth Theobald's shit list

who saw that coming? not I

Thank you everyone for making my birthday so special. =)

Jogging + Subway = Very Satisfying

that and I cannot really spell.

so I basically have nothing all that interesting to talk about, but I will talk anyway.

I recently ordered every part to the computer I am going to create. it is all processing, and this is very exciting. I should have all the parts by next week friday. as I was coming home from jogging, I saw a FedEx truck go down waterbury, and I got very excited, when it went past the house, I was still happy. especially of the fact that I am going to be getting a lot of mail in the next week. mail is always very exciting.

yeah well I am done rambling for the moment, have a couple things to do and some books to read.

alright well I am kinda feeling like I should be doing something other than just sitting around like a fool looking at my computer screen.

so I am opting to go Jogging, I will either be at Lakewood High track, or Lakewood Park if someone wants to come laugh at me or join in the fun.

Well i'll be damned, I did get into Carmel afterall.

just got my letter today. my roomate is some dude named William Lampe.

woo, that is some crazy excitement for the day

Graduation Party is today, if anyone who reads this wants to come it is from 1pm-5/6ish pm. I didn't give out invitations because a lot of older folk and family members will be showing up, and no one wants to deal with tons of family =)

anyway, I hope you all have a great day.

So today I woke up to downloading a new music writing/arranging program. it is nice, I tried it on Seeing Nellie Home. and it sounds great.

While arranging the song, I couldn't help but to miss Vive L' Four. I feel pretty lonely without a quartet in my life. but I am not complaining, I have had a great time while singing with the guys. I just hope I can find 3 other guys at BW who like to sing. that would be fantastic., off to shower then more

Alright well, I don't seem to have the words for the weekend. it was good though

try again tomorrow (or later today)

ug, man.

working on the 4th is not fun. not only do I feel so lonely without the people I love to be around, but it is work.

I didn't have a terrible day, there were a couple nice moments. but still.

I got to see 8 firework shows
some closer than others, I could feel the lakewood fireworks go off. it was really sad, I tried to imagine everyone sitting on a blanket having a great time. so I sat in a crouched position watching the fireworks, and feeling the lakewood ones, so I would see the fireworks go off, and then quite a few moments later it would make the sound of the explosion, so it looked like I was watching an old "talkie" movie that was badly "N Sync".

well at work a couple of nice things happened, towards the end of the day after the fireworks, a little girl with her little brother (girl-5th gradeish, boy-3rd gradish) starting talking to me, so I was just being goofy, and in her little girl voice, she says "you're funny, te he (te he was actual laughter), then I asked about the fireworks and they like them then she says "hehe you're cute". that and I replied, and then as they were leaving she repeated the entire story to her mom. that was such a nice thing of her to do. it made me feel great. the other one was more annoying now that I think about it, but still funny. a party of ehh...10 (8 but then 2 more showed up) came into swingos and celebrated some girls 16th birthday. well since there was a pack of girls, (5 of them) they had a higher combined total of courage. so they kept calling me over for things, like asking my name, age..all that odd stuff. they kept doing things to make me go over there, and then they would all giggle...giggling is so embarrasing, because I never know what they are talking about, until I pretend to do something and listen. these girls were just goofy.

however, I still missed my friends.

so I will end this entry with my best wishes to you all and I hope you had a wonderful forth of July. and, oh yeah, "go USA!"