alright definatly days where you can get in 5 hours naps that have about 5 hour dreams in them make the year just seem that much cooler!

so I figure I have to go see Love, Actually pretty soon, which means I require a female escort, because hey, seeing love movies is all well and good, but you can't go without the female vibe being there. It would be like, going to see "Butch kills the world part 2" with a girlfriend, or "Super Violent deaths part 9" with your mom, You just don't do that people!

Oh good news! I just ordered the Strong Bad CD from homestarrunner's website. it was only 12 bucks and has 20 tracks of cartoony goodness on them. so if you want a copy just lemme know!

so lately homework gets scarier and scarier, because I have even less time to procrasin...I mean complete it, than usual. I guess I should REALLY finish this project for computers so I can pass this class, and move on to the things in computer science I enjoy instead of feel like I am being tortured with.


food time! more to come later

Alright by friday I mean sunday....riiight


So this was a fairly productive (in the social sense) weekend. on friday I wish my roomie a happy 20th birthday (no longer a teen, look how time flies!) and then afterwards I ended up going to see Heather's VoP (Voices of Praise) Gospal choir, which was really sweet. and everytime I think of that choir I think of the picture last year when heather looked like she was devouring her face, or however we put it. it was a really good experience, even for us non-holy peeps.

And hanging out with csilla is always a good time, even if she does dislike feet. (who dislikes FEET?).

saturday was a day of sleeping in really late, and to getting a little bit better, which is always a good thing, after talkin to my bro nick for about an hour ripping on Everquest and stuff like that, I went out to get some dinner at applebee's as well as go see the new Disney film, brother bear. The movie was a really sweet and kindhearted film about putting yourself in other people's shoes. Pretty good music too, and not too long. Definatly worth a trip to the theatres.

Today is just a sunday, what more to say than that, plenty of good conversations as well as work I tend to not do for a long ass time because I am kinda lazy when it comes down to it.

Ever get in those modes where you think you are doing something a way that is nice, but then someone else shows you that you don't need to think that way at all? Carly does that a lot, and I enjoy it. thanks C-kins.

YAY!!! Clay won an American Music Award! good, they best recognize.

alright so I am thinkin about a goatee again, I figure since it is so easy to change your appearance when your facial hair grows faster than my braincells can replace themselves, why not eh? I have placed a picture to your right (==>) in the first few days of "grow stage" alpha bravo.

Yes, no? feel free to drop me some input on AIM when I am on, I always like to hear if I look tool-y or not =D

alright I suppose homework should get SOME of my time, for now...I Guess....talk to you later!

been sick and more busy than usual, look for big blog entry later today (being friday)

Still in a bit of recoil from such an amazing movie. This final installment of the matrix without a doubt brings into question (at least in my mind) what is really important, and what isn't. I can understand why some people would just see a movie as entertainment and are only there to escape reality for a couple hours...but why leave it at that? I think directors use their actors as a means to portray the feelings, angst, and the emotion they want to convey in their script. Whether it be to make people laugh and feelgood, or whether it be a journey into a philosophical dreamscape. I guess maybe I am just a dreamer who would like to see more than what is presented to me on the screen. I am not by any means, a high power on the subject of philosophy, or theology, or whatever ology or osophy you would like to bring up, but I am growing and debating/discussing is definatly the way to go at growing.

why have a position on something if you aren't willing to defend it, or even better, question it?

for instance, why love someone? it is irrational, the idea of "forever" is impossible to imagine. We still do it though, we still say "I love you" to family, friends, love interests, and pets. Well sure you can say there are different levels of love. I love my mom a lot differently than I love my friends, or if I had one, a girlfriend. Friendship love is perhaps one of the greatest in the long run. How easy is it to overlook a friendship? good friends are the embodiment of love. You look past their faults, or better, you add to to the positive list.

Why love? because we want to? because we need to? because we...choose to? what are your reasons for love? I can't tell you mine, you aren't allowed to know. that's because this medium doesn't come close to how I can describe my love. you want to know my reasons? I won't tell you, I want to show you, if you'll let me.

Everything isn't about love though, because hey, a boy has to have SOME defense versus heartbreak right? Well, everyone has their defenses versus heartbreak, some just tend to work counterproductively to dealing with the situations that lay in front of us.

All of this, from a Movie.

well that and a mind ripe for thinkin'. Not sure what else I really want to write at this point...other than to:

The Matrix has you.....

and it has me.


I have never in my life, been so enthralled by a movie. The end of this trilogy was an epiphany of sorts.

I choose not to forget these thoughts. I choose to embrace.

absolutly amazing.

alright I found that the scariest thing to most people is infact, a Stair way to the beach at midnight. it is so scary that I think that is going to be my halloween costume for next year. (that or...you know a power ranger).

Last (took me 6 straight tries to spell last) night was a fun night for random stories. not to mention I saw a shooting star. small things in life are great sources of happiness. it was really an awesome sight, and it shot right across where I was staring at the sky, my eyes didn't dart to it or anything, it was just there burning brightly for only an instant. Either that or it was a UFO that was leaving or entering our atmosphere, either way, I hope my wish comes true.

If any of you were wondering what I was for halloween? well just look to your right, and you can see me in all my...glory?...uhhh...coolness?...whatev.

If your day isn't going the way you want it to, I hope this picture helps out. it is always nice to laugh, because if you think about it, laughter is really the best medicine. That is why Burt and that old dude from Mary Poppins had so much fun!

In a couple minutes I have to head out to our university "Math and Computer Science" lab to study and help a friend of mine study for one of those deceptively hard tests in a class that should be easy. you know what I mean? you get a philosophy or psychology course or something like that which seems so easy and pow WHAM! in yo face with a hard test, usually having some absurd number of multiple choice questions and a big essay at the end. In my case, this test is administered by the female version of "the ladies man". "Yeath, I am the ladies man, Yeath". That pretty much runs through my head all class during those, what? "periods" or "sessions", something to that degree.

oh if you didn't like the previous "diabetes" sound file from my last post, listen to our updated version, garunteed a chuckle

Diabetes New!

anyway, I gotsta be goin foo. peace in the north-east!

Monopoly, anyone reading this will agree, two and half hours into the game: "Fuck this game!"

that game takes forever!! jesus.

Alright so let's see, Halloween weekend was fantastic, two parties, karaoke, being a huge nerd, and playing in leaves, does life get better? I submit that it CANNOT! (brian regan...funny man).

alright here is some stuff to think about. What do you guys all have planned for the future? what are your hopes and dreams? How often do you think about them? I mean seriously, these are the times when we are supposed to be thinkin about the future and what not. I dunno about you guys and gals, but sometimes I start thinking about the future in the middle of math class (or insert boring lecture class).

Plenty of Songs I have been doing with my buddies, you wanna listen? click below!

Our Barbershop fun trials
I cry
Diabetes!!(this is a joke hehe)
Ireland song
In My Room
Dave's Tag
Kevin's Tag

Be sure to drop me a line on AIM and tell me if you like any of them, we had fun, and Kev and My tags are totally improv'd, so take it as that =D

alright Company is over, I'll be back later! peace out

I don't believe it, the girl I was talking about with her fiery red hair...I just saw her 1 minute ago. SHE HAD PIGTAILS!

the only problem is, she was walking with another guy. I don't have luck on my side, at all. I feel like Charley Brown. What are the odds of that? She was in my dorm, waiting for this guy to come out of the bathroom, and I came out at 2:30ish AM to find her standing there, I couldn't say anything other than hi and give her a smile which she gave to me as well. to coin a phrase so popular a couple years ago "Oh Sweet Irony!".

so that's that. One more curiosity removed, before it even began to bloom. oh well

Tonight was very good however. There was a great party at Kristyn's with Karaoke and fun. Then afterwards I did have a chance to hang out with Amy, which we haven't done in a long time, and watched Can't Hardly Wait. Then I called steph to check on the party status, but no one was there. So I figure, she is either...havin some wild night, or cell is off or whatever. I would just show up, but I am havin some health issues as well as moral issues about hookin up or whatever tonight. I dunno what is going on, but I do know I am tired.