I was mesmerized by this for a long time

Ho-Lee-Shit,

Let the Drama begin

I think this might be the most awkward semester, it's like a TV show! Uber!

You know, I find that in between classes, there is JUST enough time to get stressed about the lack of time between classes. For instance, knowing that you have 15 to 30 minutes to wait before the next class is not fun at all!

I mean, what can you REALLY do in that amount of time? eat a little...maybe write in an online journal type thing, talk to people on AIM. That's it!

nothing against talking on aim and what not but....you know....it IS a disease. People never do their homework because they like to wait for that orangish flashy at the bottom of their screen indicating that someone decided to give them a couple more LOL's or whatever. I know I like em.

I love the weekends, and they are going to be sooooo cherished this year. it will be a day when my hands aren't shred from work. thank jimminy.

one of my favorite things to observe in the world, is the interaction between two people that, almost, everyone knows are crazy about each other. I've seen it before, and I like to watch it again. It's so funny to watch them tiptoe and walk on eggshells to impress each other.

so good or no good?

I don't like myself right now

I'm driftin.

sometimes the emotional and mental buildup is just wicked silly. someone once told me that my blogs are never happy. Why should they be?

I'm not really a good friend to those I don't see on a daily basis, and even still, only par.

I find myself wondering about things I can do with my time, and what I actually do with my time. it's kinda interesting to see how many people you probably could fit in a day, just to say hey, but how much time you spend "relaxing" or "unwinding".

and I'll tell you something, being at work doesn't help being "thinkey". I'm moving boxes alone in the back of a Semi truck. That's called Solitude folks and being the social creatures we are...that never helps anyone. I think today I might go insane, I have a splitting headache, and that Never helps anything. Especially when I should be calling off work to go to American Idol stuff, but you know what. It doesn't look like that's happening this year, and I'll probably regret it, but the thing is, sometimes I need to sacrifice a couple of dreams for a little stability in reality.

Growing up is about compromise? I'm gonna dream till the day I die. Neverland here I come.