HOLY SHITBALLS, I own intellivision, and BURGER TIME, that's right heather, burger time is the SHIT of all games for intellivision, if he wants I can let him barrow the next best game of all time, called Triple something...err Triple Threat maybe?

You fight as Planes, Tanks and Cars...it is unbelieveable..and there is one more, I think it was Night Stalker, taht game was unbelieveable. GO PLAY THEM

Well Considering people have taken the time to write a large sum of words to reflect on past years and such, I suppose it is my turn to provide maybe a little bit of entertainment for you readers out there.

Alright lets see, So let me start off how they usually go. Well things have been shaping up damn good lately, but there is always that looming cloud of darkness not too far off in the distance. More accuratly though, I would love for someone to take my situation and make it any better, it is near impossible. The Starting combo of having Csilla there with me, and the closeness of Amy again just beats my ass with happiness. all of my other friends are just too good to be true, it is a good christmas. As far as the amy thing though, I am probably happier for Amy than she is herself (albiet however impossible that is). I have wanted so much for her to be genuinely happy for such a long time, and now it is up to David Forni to keep that dream alive. A couple people I wish I were closer to again, but, you can't get everything in life. I suppose that would be partially up to me to make that happen, if only I had more time in the day to do that. At this point I would like to break and just quickly say KARRIED! ahem, thank you. So anyways, this is the first christmas I have had with a cat in a long time, and I have to say that I am overjoyed. At this point I am still trying to figure out how I am going to manage money wise for my trip to florida for spring break, but I gotta, because I would get to stay with Mary! (and maybe Beth, I don't know how that is working out yet). Well really there isn't much to say now, except the stress from my computers is getting to me, I am conquering them slowly, but it is slow, so it is annoying. Well this was a big chunk of fun.

Anyway, I just have to say I bought some new fun computer games that I have been goofing around with, so don't worry about me, my sanity has been kept by being busy. which is good.

Gosh it is freezing, time to get a blanket...later

Man, getting your friends (or more specific closer friends) in trouble is really no fun.

there really isn't anything like feeling bad for getting people in trouble. I hate it.

*sigh* I really have to be a ton more aware.

Well lets see,

So I haven't written in the blog for awhile, sue me.

Today is day number two of break and I am happy about that.

Last night was Caroling at Natasha's/Carly's houses. it was good fun with my friends. and we uh, kinda caroled for awhile. then Dave Kulma and I sat sight reading (or trying to sight read) some Mozart music. and JESUS that hot wassail at natasha's is awesome.
other than that I think David Forni and I have to go Christmas shopping, and perhaps Amy would like to come too; it would prove to be fun times.

I haven't seen much of Csilla lately, mostly to being out places and such, bad timing..etc. and she is sick now. that makes me kinda sad, I think I should bring her "Soup and Lovin" and perhaps some Tea...yes that's the ticket.

Other than that, My brother came into to town and left shortly. He only stayed a few days, but we had a lot of fun in those few days. I saw the movie "Shallow Hal"; and it wasn't really too bad. Jack Black is the greatest in movies. and there were a lot of good looking models, so the movie was good on the Shallow level, so to speak. But back to Jeff, he isn't doing too well and now Mandy went and did something that basically ended the marriage. Divorce ahoy.

well now I am just kinda sitting here don't really know what to do, talking online to people that is always fun. and I am getting REALLY sick of "Fixing" my damn computer(s). They don't network correctly (or at least mine doesn't) so I have a plethora of problems to fix. Poop.

Well other than that not much really to talk about. more like I have to go get some things done before MaryBeth's party and perhaps I should go see Lord of the Rings, although going to the movies by myself isn't much fun. I love the series enough to do it.

well bye

Rawr

awwwww, today I just got the sweetest letter from Lucia. she is such a cutie.

it is just one of those things that makes you feel really really good. *sigh*

speaking of things that make you feel really good, tonight is the orchestra concert, where many of my friends (including the ravishing Csilla) are going to be playing their holiday music. fun times ahoy!

so not much has really been happening recently, Amy still after David, and Jana got hurt..which is no good, but although she will probably inflict pain upon me, it is a very cute injury.

Csilla is as wonderful and as gorgeous as ever, I have too much to say about her to put on this blog.

lets see, eh, there is a lot of make up work that i haven't been doing, due to laziness... but that is ok for now.

arrgg I just remembered about college stuff, well essay writing off the port bow very soon.

later

God Damnit, I hate missing school, it is the worst. I would have braved it out today, but my parents decided that I was to stay home.

just because my whole body hurts..bah silly people and thier heath.

I am so warm right now, I can feel every artery in my body beating..probably not every, but close enough...oh man.

I will be online a little later, I am finishing my Physics and such

What I don't get in people is when people decide to take things as a joke and when they take things personally.

First off, in reponse to someone's blog:

I have no problems with your liking someone, because I in fact enjoy the notion that you do like him so dearly. I believe I have at least expressed that numerous times. as far as the walking away, I said I was going to, but I never said it was due to anger, dissapointment, or whatever negative adjectives you can come up with, I just said I would get out and walk away. seeing as I tried to show that it was a joke by sitting on a pelican rocking thingie. But then it comes to this whole, get back into the car, and being insulted immediatly. She has a knack for that kind of thing with me, Karrie's party, and now. yes it is a rare case and I care about her greatly also, but that is the only thing I cannot stand. Sorry, hey if you are now biased to my opinion due to me being the "bad guy" or whatever. what can I say? other than I am sorry. I really truely am. There is no way I am even close to being a perfect boy, and I don't always take the best route, but I mean well...I didn't want to hurt you, and I am infinatly sorry that I did..please forgive me, for the upteenth time.

so as far as wanting anything. No I don't want anything, except for your friendship. that's all.

goodbye

ALRIGHT! first time home along in a long time, shortly my parents will be leaving for a party, and I get to be home alone! woooooo

is is fun to be home alone.

Good ole fashioned talks on the phone for like 4 hours are good.

they are very serious and random, but still, good none-the-less. Many things are cleared up and partially remedied in them.

anyway,

today was a pretty good day, not very eventful within the school day but it sufficed for my needs.

didn't do the homework I was supposed to...but sometimes people are more important.

yes yes, Csilla stomped my perverbial ass on the balance beam swingy thing. I get wasted everytime.

"But of Course"

well anyways I would just like to say that I am severily looking forward to the crews this time around, because I enjoy the people doing them. and it will be a new experience.

enh I don't really feel in the mood to update this thing right now.

all I know is someone ruined a popular children's book star, and homework sucks.

so I was talking to my mom today.

and at work she was talking to someone, I forget exactly who, but they mentioned Csilla's little sister, and her quote was

"When I got home I saw Csilla and her boyfriend Yuck. and he was the King in the King and I"

so my mom responded with, "oh yes, I have one of those...kings from the king and I of course"
and afterwards she was asked if I was dating a tabor, hehe fun times.